I am so thoroughly confused. About everything. Politics, society, people, world, god and myself. Is this depression? Is this denial? Is this the storm before the elusive peace? Is this numbness? Is this nebulousness before I understand what is it all about? I lack purpose and I lack the energy for efforts and lack the courage to do anything. I feel helpless. People come and people perish. Maybe it is as simple as that. I am people after all.
