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Khayal

                                                       
Aaye der se who toh kya hai
Aaye toh sahi                                                                        
Zindagi bhar na aaye toh kya hai                                         
Meri mazaar pe hi sahi                                                          

Rukh-e-gulzar pe noor aaya hai                                           
Muddaton baad sahi                                                             
Khursheed sa roshan na ho to kya hai                                
Raat ka aaftab sahi                                                               

Aashiq giraftaar hua hai                                                      
Kisi qaid me na sahi                                                        
Paak mohabbat ki hai lekin                                              
Hai toh mulzim hi sahi                                                        

Chand lamhon ka bhi karte hain farishtey hisab                                                               
Toh huzoor hisab sahi                                                           
Ta-umr hum unme guzaar lenge                                      
Thode khushnuma thode kharaab sahi                               

Rooh  nahi jism me toh kya                                             
Rooh-e-aks hi sahi                                                             
Sukoon mayassar kar aaye hum                                         
Mile na mile jahaan sahi                                                    

Translation:
Thoughts

They came late so what is there                                                                       
they at least came
they did not come during my lifetime
it matters not that it was at my grave

Beautiful face of theirs has lit up
after eons yes, but that is alright
it may not be as bright as the sun 
it is still like the moon of the night

The admirer has been imprisoned
but not in a prison
he has pure love in his heart but  
a culprit, he still is

The angels cruelly count the moments and give them to me, which are already too few
So let them do the math
I can live my whole life in those few
Some happy and some unpleasant

The body is without a soul so what is there
A mere sign of a soul is enough  
I have achieved my peace of mind
So what if I did not conquer the world

(mazaar=grave)
(rukh-e-gulzar is actually the ‘garden of their face’, but literal translation is not always pleasant J)
(muddaton=long time)
(khursheed=Sun)
(aaftab=moon)
(paak mohabbat = pure love)
Farishtey=angels of death/angels; chand= few)
 (hisab=math/balance)
(rooh-e-aks= soul's shadow/sign)
(sukoon=piece of mind, mayassar= to make available, to achieve)

haya

haya na aayi unhe jab khilkhilaake hasi woh
wafa mujhe zaroor ho gayi
jafa-e-ishq unka aisa,
nigahein utha ke bhi na ek bar dekha
mehar phir bhi us khuda ki ho gayi

Rukh par unke lagaye taktaki
shab se nisha ho gayi
saans rok kar palkon ke uthne ka,
jhukne ka, karte gaye intezaar
befazool aisi meri aadton ki inteha ho gayi

Hamari maujoodagi me woh parda karein to karein
Zulfien unki bandishein todkar befikri ho gayi
fana jo na hue hum un beparwah
behichak behaya adaaon pe toh
had haamari kafiri ki ho gayi

Sehra-e-tanhai dil me mere
mulzim tasveer unki  ho gayi
aashiqon ko ruswa kare woh amooman
ajnabi bane rehne ki unki raza me
ek poori ghazal ho gayi

English translation:

she felt no shyness when she laughed merrily
but I definitely fell in love
her love is a disloyal love
not once she looked at me through her eye lashes
but I still felt the blessings of almighty

Looking endlessly at her face
day turned into night
having held my breath I have waited
for her eyes to look up and look down
this inconsequential habit of mine does not ever cease

Let her hide her face in my presence if she wants to
but her hair strands have broken shackles and they wave around carelessly
if I dont give up myself in her love, when she is her careless, carefree, unbridled self
I would end up an atheist who does not believe even in love

there is a desert of loneliness in my heart
her image has to be blamed for it (for she never comes,I just have the image)
she does not care for her admirers usually
she wants us to remain strangers, and in the acceptance of her conditions
I penned a complete song.

khaali makaan

makaan khaali khaali sa laga
usme ghar jo na basa tha
balcony bhi thi virani si
bachchon ka kahkaha jo na tha
imli ke ped ko bahut jhada
par usme imliyan thi hi kahan
samay ki parchaiyon me apna chehra dhoonda
lekin man ka aaeena dhundhla mila

khidkiyon ke sheeshon pe
mitti ki parat jami payi
pata nahi kab makdiyon ne deewaron pe jaala buna
dahleej pe lagake rakkhe kaan magar
barso se teri aahat ko darwaazon se na aata hua suna

kai arso se koi chala nahi is makaan ki taraf aati hui pagdandi pe
chhat pe soi soi hawa ko bhi thahra paaya
poocha toh kai baar dakiye se mere purane basere ka pata

laakh dhoonda kuch pata na chala
laakh poocha par kuch laapata hi raha


translation:

House was empty empty
There was no home in it
Balcony was also lifeless
Noise made by kids wasn’t there
Shook the tamarind tree
It didn’t have any tamarinds
Looked for my face in the time’s shadow
But found the heart’s mirror hazy


On the panes of the windows
There was a layer of dust settled on it
Dunno when spiders made their cobweb on the walls
Had put my ears on the threshold
But haven't heard the sound of your steps at the doors for years

No one has walked for a while towards this house on the small unpaved way leading to it
The air on the terrace was sleepy and I found it still
I did ask the postman many times the address of my old home
Searched a million times, nothing was known
Asked for it a million times something was always left unknown



(basa= built/made/settled)
(virani=empty/withoutlife)
(virani=empty/withoutlife)
(parchaiyyan=shadow)
(dhoondhla=hazy/transluscent/covered with fog or dust)
(khidkiyan=windows, sheesha=glass/mirror)
(mitti=dust/soil, parat=layer,jami= settled/frozen)
(makdiyan=spider, deewraon=walls)
(dahleej=threshold between the inner house and outside just below the door frame, darwazon=doors)
(barson=years,aahat=sound of movement or feet)
(taraf= that way,arson=a while/years, pagdandi= sort of unpaved way made by walkin over grass)
(thehra= still, soi=sleepy,hawa=air,chat=terrace)
(poocha=asked,kai baar=many times, purine=old, basere=home, pata= address)
(laakh= million/some number, kuch=something,daakiya =postman)
(laapata=unknown/lost)